Tuesday 6 February 2007

Better and better

His surroundings slowly sharpened themselves back into focus and he looked around.

As always, he had become a little too absorbed by the Su-Doku in front of him, paying little attention to anything else until the numbers had all found their rightful place, but as he clicked the tip of the pen closed, he once more focused on the train carriage around him.

His mind focused on something else as well, a weight pressing on his right shoulder, not heavy, but solidly there, reassuringly there.
The weight was her. She had fallen asleep in the seat next to him, with her head resting against his slightly lowered shoulder.

From where he was, all he could see was a mass of brown and blond wavy hair, (hair that she thought was a tangled mess and he thought was just perfect, not immaculately styled but always effortlessly suited to her) and he could just smell her, no perfume today, just her natural fragrance, not strong but still intoxicating and unmistakably unique.

He was happy. He had every reason to be happy. Recent events had all been good, the weekend went well, meeting some of her friends and experiencing a little London living for a change had been exciting and interesting.
His life in general was good, changing jobs soon promised to be both frightening but positive, friendships were strong and getting stronger, the world was full of opportunity and positivity.
But even without these things, he would be happy, even with a lot more stress and unpleasantness in his life, he would still be happy, because he had her.

He had fallen in love in a very short time, and incredibly as far as he was concerned, she had too. She constantly called him amazing, but he knew that it was her that was making him so amazing, he was responding and interacting with her like never before and this meant everything he said seemed to be just the right thing, at just the right time.
If he wanted to make her laugh, (which he did all the time) the right words would come straight away, and her gorgeous close-lipped smile would appear, then her lips would part, showing a glimpse of her incredible tiny teeth as she laughed, always without a hint of self-consciousness.

He could rely on her to be there for him, whatever the situation, but even more incredibly, he knew he could rely on himself to be there for her, seemingly without any effort at all. It was what he wanted to do, what made him and her happy and it was so easy.

He knew she was special, maybe more special than anyone he had met before, and he knew he was exactly where he wanted to be. It may have just been a train, swaying and clunking it's way through the dark back to Southampton Central, but it wasn't about where he was physically, it was because he was with her.

He was happy and he knew it.
Then the train clunks harder than usual and the weight lifts from his shoulder as she wakes up.
She immediately turns her head to look at him, he looks straight back at her and she smiles, as gorgeous as ever.
He immediately knows everything he just thought about is right, just seeing her face, looking at him like she does, confirms that what they have is incredible.

Then just from looking at him, her smile eventually cracks wider and wider, and he thinks:

"It just gets better and better"

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I love you. x

Anonymous said...

oh good god! just when i thought the mushyness couldnt get any worse, he slips into third person to gush! pfffffffffffft :D x

Anonymous said...

Bah Humbug. Love is great - Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallaalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. And he's great in bed - Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

Anonymous said...

eewwwwwwwwwwwwww, thats more info that i needed latvian! arrrrggghhh, mental images! *beats head to make the bad stuff go away*

you'd never catch me making such public displays of affection with a man... im no hypocrite.. ;) x

dandan said...

right, thats enough!

It's my bloody blog and i'll write what I bloody want *stamps feet* so nerr nerr nerr to you all.